Also, when I talk about feeling like I want to commit suicide. I get the feeling that she doesn't take me seriously. Like she just kind of seems like, "yeah right, you wouldn't do it." nobody takes me seriously. My mom ran my sister to the psych ward at the local hospital for a harmless note. (i could tell it wasn't serious, it just didn't seem like it. It was more like a crime of passion). But when I did that (my mom doesn't remember any of my notes, how sad is that?) she just shrugged it off. When i'm feeling like that now-a-days, she just says stuff like, "oh your life isn't that bad!" or "grow up! Quit being such a baby!" I don't want to kill myself to prove them wrong, but then again, I don't want them to think that just because i'm semi-sane now, doesn't mean I won't go through with it when i'm not thinking straight.