I have been very scared lately. I have this friend who is schizophrenic, and he has it bad. He screams at himself and he thinks it's other people. Sometimes he would say things to me that were like he wanted me to get it to. I have never told anybody this but I can't stop thinking about it. It gets worse if I smoke marijuana which is why I recently quit. I know that it's not real but I can't help but think about it. Sometimes I will have like an internal voice that disagrees with everything I think, say, or do. Am I just being paranoid. There is this little part of me that thinks I am going to end up like my friend and I can't stand it. Please help me!