I would like to know if i'm biopolar
i have rushing toughts all the time and they are all negative
some time I think tv is taking to me
and yetsterday I saw a sign that god want me to die
because of my nasty toughts
i stay home all the time because I thing everybody is watching me and they know what I think
when its get really bad I want to die just for these toughts to stop
everything gets on my nerves and nothing makes me happy
i use to drink a lot and do drugs and now I started taking ambien to sleep thats the only way to stop my nasty negative toughts
something I feel like taking a knife and cutting my head.,