I'm going to get a hpt tonight(if I can get a ride

\ ) and see if it shows that I was even pregnant in the first place....There's a possibility that it will come up negative even if I was because my hcg levels would be low...But if I get a test that tests for low hcg levels then it'll come up positive if I was in fact pregnant(thanks to jess and her helpful advice!

)....Oh man, this is becoming more real...I'll post after I take the test...If not tonight, then first thing tomorrow morning(i have a feeling it'll be then)....And thanks guys for all of your support...You've really pulled me through this, without you guys i'd probably be going crazy right now....So thank you to everybody who's thrown in a few words of advice and support...It's helped tremendously...Hugs to everybody!
Vanessa
and darling, I felt like crying after your last post...Thank you so much for your concern with all of this, im truly thankful to have someone like you around! I am so stunned at the sincerity you all have shown....I love all of you as if you were family...Im gonna cry now! I'll keep you all updated if anything changes or when I take the test...Whichever comes first!