Plz any1 take the time to read this plz.. Im still feeling bad I cant take this no more.. Im the exact same way I feel like just ending it , or if I dont im gonna go insaneeee like when I look at the sky and shyt everythin looks so weird and like what are people and what are we in!!? I feel like im in a dream every1 is soooo farrr awayyyy and its scary as hell its been a year like dis man I cant take this health question much longer.. Halp! Im only 17 I want my life back.. When I talk and move it doesnt feel like I am doing it .. Everythin has trails and is moving in a weird motion.. Even my best friends dont even look the same for some reason.. Its like impossible to concentrate. I been missin gso much school and I lost my job. I have like a 35% avg. In school I used to be in the 75 .
Please suggestions im seriously desperate!!

Ive done eeg's, blood tests, and so far everythin is normal I been to a doc like 10 times and im seein a psychiatrist right now. I got another app. In 2 days and im seriously thinkin of taking meds.. Any have a say on that? Do they make it better or worse? Do u think it will help?!!?

*note I am terrified of takin meds cuz if I get a side effect that makes this any worse.. Im afraid im just gonna die or completely lose it.. I dont kno what else to do tho I cant even look someone in the face and have a conversation anymore.. Thats how far I feel.. And when I walk outside it feels as tho I could even be a cloud or a tree or something.. Anyone who has taken meds.. Does it make u feel better right away or whats the scoop cuz I need help and fast!! (which meds do u recommend) plz!!


Thanks all for your time much love!