I have my days too hun...Its okay, u can get through it, I know it must be hard, but you can do it, think abut that baby inside you, that is what gets me through it...If u want lay around the house for a couple of days, what is anybody gonna say? Heck, ive ben laying around the house for about amonth now...Keep ur head high...
Jordan

hi melissa,
i'm sorry. I got very depressed during my second pregnancy. Your emotions are strong during preg. Even stronger for you at this time.
How old are u? How far along are you? Boy/girl? I'm trying to get you to talk b/c that is good when your sad. Pm me or email me. We can talk and maybe you'll feel better.


Marissa

Marissa - I sent you a pm girl

thanks guys im just ..Having a hard time, im finally realizing all the things I missed out on by not having parents to raise me, lead me in the rite direction or just talk to. I had to grow up real fast and raise aj. And now im missing all those things and being pregnant im realizing that i'll never get any of these things back sorry guys, ya'll know I hate to be in a bad mood or sad or anything but I just cant help it this time

melissa

Im sorry melissa, its really your hormones going wild, all your emotions too. I hope you feel better! Your family is watching you and they are proud!

Hey! Don't be upset about being in a bad mood or feeling sad a lot. I've been going through the absolute same thing. Just try to think to yourself i'm just having one of those mood swings i'll feel better soon enough and everything will turn out alright. Today I was crying for a lot of dumb reasons and on top of that my mom fogot me at the doctors and I sat there for 2 hours waiting. I cried for most of the time and then when I got home I ate, and laid on the couch and just watched t.V it helps!! I hope u feel better soon! I'm sorry about your family be strong!

Eatin ice cream helps too!! I love ice cream! I hope to get some today! I havent had any in like forever!

Nikki-u have a problem & I think u need 2 admit 2 it.................Ur addicted 2 ice-cream!!!!!!!

Thanks guys! Im feeling much better actually....Im going on a .......


Date tonite!!!!! Hahaha! I went all through school with this guy and he knows about my pregnancy and about scott but he said he wanted to take me out and if I decided I needed more time to think about "us" then he'd wait. Hes 3 years older than me and a major sweetie. I donno maybe I dont have to give up all my teen years just because I had to grow up fast I can still go on a date rite? Im not doing anything wrong? Hmm now that I think about it im second guessing myself. Any input? Much love melissa

Sweetie,
i know how you feel. My sis was killed 4 years ago thursday and her 22nd b-day is monday. I have those days where I just don't want to go on anymore......... I'm with you sweetie. We all are.
Love,
chanda

jennifer - thanks for the advice hun! I dont plan on dating anyone overly much. Jake has always been really close to me and at one point when I was young *o the good ol' days * we had a... "fling" I guess you could call it, nothing serious or anything. If things continue to go the way things are with him and we decide to turn this into something serious then i'll definitely be talking to him about my babies, since he is not the father. But so far he seems as excited about them as I am Lol much love melissa

Thanks jennifer - I never thought of him as a "gift" but that would be wonderful, we could all use something happy and up-lifting in our lives rite now it will be six years tomorrow that momma, daddy and brad were killed so yea... I dont think I need to say anything else that explains it all. I better go much love melissa

You deserve to be happy and have fun melissa, go for it!