Q: Hi Depressed Bulimic Here Needing to Talk
asked by:
inezrina
on October 14th, 2005
Experienced User
I am so deeply in love it is crazy I want to marry this person be with them forever share pain and happiness and have children. This is just crazy I didn't know I could even want these things the problem is I can't be with them long story so here I am on the opposite side of the world so incredibly alone I feel like life is too hard. At the moment I just want to vomit for hours and beat myself out or maybe just exerxcise until I passout or starve. I am so scared I have been depressed for so long I have worked hard at fighting my eating disorder currently I haven't thrown up in 20 days and before I hadn't thorwn up in 2 weeks I just want something to change I feel liek the only person who is aone and has the world against her though I know it isn't true. But why can't I just have my love I would do anything.
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