I feel that way all the time too...
I always get victimised by my boss...The thing is she only does it to me...I work in a department where there are only men...I am the only woman..People tell me its because she is envious but I always wonder envious of what? :shock: I dont want her job or her position...I just want the experience...I am never disrespectful and I am good at what I do...I meet all sales targets at the end of the month cuz I naturally have a knack for sales....
Sometimes questions cannot be answered...My best advice to you is to stay strong under pressure...The more I stand up for myself at my job the more pressure she puts on me...She wants me to resign but I will never give her that satisfaction...She has to find solid grounds to fire me and so far...My tracks are all covered....Up to this week I was supposed to meet human resource based on my work ettiquette via unjustifiable complaints by my manager. :x thank goodness all my actions are always done with honestly.... :twisted:
the more I am under pressure because of folly is the more I become stronger. :wink:
as for your paranoia...What would trigger that? Did you do something at work? Do you have good relationships with the people at work :? ?
I don't...I keep to myself...I stay out of trouble that way...Not because I am not friendly...Because I dont want anyone to include me in their fickle bs :lol:
keep strong and have confidence in yourself...Its the only way anyone can move ahead sucessfully! :d