...And I just had a baby. She is now eight months old, but I still am 140lbs...I can't seem to safely lose my weight. I'll start exercising and dieting like a good, normal person, but then I can feel myself slipping into my old ways, and it's scary b/c I dont want it to control me every again. But yet i'm soooo frustrated that I can't lose 30 more pounds!
So I don't know what to do...Because if I try to lose the weight, i'm afraid of losing myself to anorexia again. But if I dont, i'll be miserable and fat.
Can anyone else related to dealing with anorexic feelings postpartum????