|if this is the type of life you want than stay but I do not reccommend it, do you want to end up with a crack baby? Leaave and do not look back is what I would suggest. It is your choice and you must do what makes you happy!
|hi everyone :) i'm 20 years old, and i've never done drugs myself (i don't even smoke or drink) but I need help with my boyfriend. He got out of prison april 29,2005 for trafficking cocaine (he did 19 months) and I met him in may. I fell in love and moved in with him in june, which was about the time he starting smoking crack.
Last night we were having a romantic evening (i made him dinner and even gave him a massage) until he decided that he needed some crack and since he didn't have any money he decided to sell our big screen tv to the crack man. He brought me back the crack man's 13" (very old) tv and said I shouldn't be mad cuz I never watch tv (i do but he doesn't know b/c he's gone so much). Then he ran himself a bath and passed out in the bathtub - he said this morning that while he was out he snorted a line of cocaine with morphine in it.
He makes $15/hour at a fire sprinkler company and brings home $480 every thursday, but by saturday he's borrowing money to take me to mcdonalds!
My dilemma is that I love him and he says he loves me and he's never felt this way about anyone before,and last night he went so far to say we were "unlegally married", but I don't know if I can stay with him. When he's not smoking crack (sunday-wednesday) we have a great time together. At times he even says he wants to quit but he needs something more potent than lithium to handle his bipolar disorder....Then he turns around and says that what he does with his money is his business...Part of me wants to walk away from the whole situation but I feel sorry for him...I guess i've fallen into the "if I love him enough he'll stop" trap. :rolleyes: