Hello - thanks for the warm welcome. Like I said, i'm not sure what I have... But I am depressed. I go through severe mood swings, i'll get happy like things are gonna be fine. Then something will trigger something and i'll start bawling my head off, even curled up on the floor crying and shaking, then sometimes something will trigger me and i'll get angry, and be b**tchy to everyone around me like I don't care about anything. I've thought about suicide, but think i'm way too scared to do it. Feel lost, lonely, and confused and scared most of the time... Hopelessness. I see people at stores, restaurants, all happy and it makes me sad, like that will never be me. Like i"m destined to be like this forever....
That generally describes what's going on...
Thanks again.
And for the 15 year old, sweetie, I don't have children so I can't help you. But just remember that women do this every day! You're gonna be fine! :d