Lets see about one week ago I went to the
doct for an appt...Physical u mite
say....I told my mom I think I have
depression im always sad...Im always
energetic tho...But one lil thing will
make me soooo depressed that I wanna kill
mahself...Like for instance my boyfren
cant hear me while on the
fone...Automatically start yelling then
screaming....Then I wud cut myself....Im
not sure whats wrong with me tho...I told
the doct and after that my mom found out I
cut...Now there giving me a stupid
psychatrist...At a mental clinic...But
really I think I jes have weird probs who
knos...Does ne one know wut im talkin
about? If so wut shud I do cuz im tired
of dealing with crap nd soon will blow
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silveroses
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Oct 2005 Posts: 6 Location: Here
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Posted: 10-04-05 16:23pm
Honestly? Be glad someone cares. Go to
the "stupid" phsychiatrist because truly
you need it. The worst mistake I ever
made was blowing off the phsychiatrist
offered to me when I really needed it.
Get some support because for what your
going through it's all that's going to
keep you going.
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donnabella
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 35 Location: CA
Posted: 10-07-05 15:59pm
So I went to the psych....Nd it went well
I have to go back and get anti depression
pills
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lanjenjo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Sep 2005 Posts: 4
Hang In There Posted: 10-08-05 00:55am
Don't worry!
Sometimes anit-depreeants are what help
you through to feeling better. That kind
of medication kept me from offing myself.
Give it a chance.
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shoneen
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Oct 2004 Posts: 147
Posted: 10-08-05 01:10am
I'm on anti-depressants. I have been for
a little over a year. But about a year
ago I took myself off of them thinking I
was "better". Little did I know, that I
wasn't better, it was the medicine. I
put myself back on them, and it just makes
things so much easier. When not on them
I would blow up for no real reason, one
minute i'd be fine and the next I
wouldn't, they really regulate my moods,
not to mention the ones i'm on make me
lose weight so that's always a plus.
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donnabella
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 35 Location: CA
Yea Posted: 10-08-05 02:04am
Yea I guess ur right but sum ppl are
telling me that....Its like weird like I d
k like they confuse me and stuff...But it
hink I need it but then I dont want to be
too hyper than I already am wen im fake to
ppl....U kno cuz at school im always happy
but to my boyfren or to ppl that irritate
me im really mean nd they dont like
that...And I understand why I shud take em
cuz it wont make me have my moods soo
wow....Im just worried that ill always
rely on the pills rather than
myself....And weight loss is bad I already
weight 85 pounds and im a senior and its
all cuz I have no more appetite since ive
had depression....Ill reply back and tell
you how they are treatin me thanks
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sad_eyes
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Aug 2005 Posts: 96
Posted: 10-08-05 07:10am
Hi,
do you think that maybe your hyperactivity
is maybe caused by feelings of anxiety??
Do you know they cause of why you are
feeling so depressed?
Are you eating a balanced diet at the
moment? Sometimes dietary problems can be
the cause of depression.
Also, this info might be of use to you if
you are wanted to try and stop the self
harm. Remember if you’re going to cut
yourself try and do it in a safe way. Use
sterile cutting instruments and wash and
cover your cut afterwards.
-i have a solid emotional support system
of friends, family, and/or professionals
that I can use if I feel like hurting
myself.
- there are at least two people in my life
that I can call if I want to hurt myself.
- I feel at least somewhat comfortable
talking about siv with three different
people.
- I have a list of at least ten things I
can do instead of hurting myself.
- I have a place to go if I need to leave
my house so as not to hurt myself.
- I feel confident that I could get rid of
all the things that I might be likely to
use to hurt myself.
- I have told at least two other people
that I am going to stop hurting myself.
- I am willing to feel uncomfortable,
scared, and frustrated.
- I feel confident that I can endure
thinking about hurting myself without
having to actually do so.
- I want to stop hurting myself.
[alderman (1997) p. 132]
take care
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donnabella
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2005 Posts: 35 Location: CA
Scared Posted: 10-11-05 02:32am
Im kinda scared about gettin anti
depressants...Im wondering how it will
make me feel besides the fact I will be a
lil happyier...Can u tell me how u guys
felt wen u guys were on it?
