I've added you to my aim- my s/n is epeira8 and i'd love to chat!
It is silly, isn't it. And everyone could tell me i'm fine and my doctor could tell me i'm in great health and i'll feel fine for a few days then something pops up and ::bam:: right back to where I started.
Like I said, though, I think right now it's just that I want to gain my weight back, but worrying about it is not going to help! So I just have to breathe, keep my mind off of stupid stuff and relax. I have work in 3 hours so hopefully that'll keep me focused on other things.
I keep telling myself 'you only lost 5 pounds. There are people who purposely starve themselves or lost a lot more then you have. Chill out you'll get it back!'
we are ok! Today is the day! Woo!