Okay well here it goes...

I am 15 years old. I moved to a different city last year when I just turned 14. I moved into a new school and unfortunately some girls wanted me to hang about with them who weren't the best of girls to hang about with.

These girls were way above their years... Into smoking, drinking, having sex. I felt pressured.

I was on my way home on a bus and these two guys approached me. They looked old but were very friendly. And I was very vulnerable. It was the perfect match.

A guy named sean sat next to me and introduced himself asking for my number and I did give him it. He said he was 20 years old but he intrigued me so much that I wasn't bothered about his age.

We met up 6 days later and went to the cinema. It was great. It then turned out he was 24. I was in too deep, I was too niave to back out now.

We met up the next day and he took me back to his flat. I wanted nothing and that was the truth. I just wanted the company of someone. It gets very lonely when you move schools and towns for the first time.

Well... If you can imagine what happened. I reported back to my ''friends'' and it spread like a rash on skin. I got a very bad reputation and school life was hell.

Now I am in my final year of school and since that stupid act I have done nothing of the sort and plan to never ever do that again.

However, today the rumour has been brought up by the stupid immature boy and by himself he is telling everyone he wishes to tell. I have no deffence.

I feel awful. I have new friends who would never dream of performing what I did 18months ago. I feel sick of the thought to what I did. My new friends do not know and I do not wish to tell them because I know it was extremely wrong and I know they would hold that against me.

I regret what I did and I will never do what I did again. I want to be happily in a trusted relationship at a legal age and with someone close to my age group.

Can you understand how bad this situation is? How do I hide the truth?

I really need some advice. I'm not the person I was 18 months ago. Please help me I feel lower than low.