Hi I Am New Here And Wanted to Say Hello Posted: 09-26-05 19:06pm
I am 42 and have had an ed most of my
life, I was anorexic as a young adult
/teenager, then bulimic, on and
off.......
Well in may my anoerxia and bulimia
started back up and I lost to much weight,
and was having heart problems from my
electrolites being imbalanced...And from
starvation.....Finally I was forced in the
hosp/ed clinic, where they forced me to
drink ensure then eat...So all that did
was make me want to go home and lose it
all, I have.Now I want to add mostly I
have been anorexic, for mths now....I also
am not sure if I want to get better I
liked being anorexic, but I am at binging
again and it is freaking me out bc I
cannot purge it up? So that has totally
freaked me out. So starting tomorrow I
have to stop eating again and
exercising..Which I do anyway.......Oh and
I also take laxatives........
Anyway not really sure why I shared that,
because I doubt it will really help
anyone, but maybe I needed to see it
written?
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lisabeth
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Aug 2005 Posts: 22 Location: bermuda
Love Mex Posted: 09-27-05 14:47pm
Hi, reading your post has left me
speachless,
i hope and pray for you that you can
realise how great life cold be without
ed.
I have been bulimic for 12 years and I am
now at a stage where I really dont want it
anymore(i used to think I didn't want to
let it go for a long time then what do I
have), b/c it is such a lonley place to be
and really for me anyway became a excuse
for alot of things.
Please take care and if you ever need a
wee vent pm me.
Love mex
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lisabeth
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Aug 2005 Posts: 22 Location: bermuda
Love Mex Posted: 09-27-05 14:48pm
Hi, reading your post has left me
speachless,
i hope and pray for you that you can
realise how great life cold be without
ed.
I have been bulimic for 12 years and I am
now at a stage where I really dont want it
anymore(i used to think I didn't want to
let it go for a long time then what do I
have), b/c it is such a lonley place to be
and really for me anyway became a excuse
for alot of things.
Please take care and if you ever need a
wee vent pm me.
Love mex
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overtheedge
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 26 Sep 2005 Posts: 2
Posted: 09-30-05 19:21pm
Mex I am glad to hear you want to get
better, I think that is the only thing
that works,,,,i wish you luck and pray
that you find peace in your recovery....
Now may I ask is this site always so
slow???????????
Ok and now I just saw you live in bermuda,
need company.....I sure could use a
vacation..................................
:d :d :d
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inezrina
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Oct 2005 Posts: 174
One Question Posted: 10-09-05 18:51pm
Hi you rpost sounded like something I
would have written at so many different
points. I thought I would just ask you
if you feel like you have anything to live
for? Because I know when I feel the most
hopeless, lonely and unhappy that is when
my ed is the worst and I have felt that
way alot. I have litterally told my
therapist that I didn't care about getting
better at all but maybe the key is in
finding something u do enjoy and want to,
if not live for, just even do for the
time.
-inezrina
