I am 42 and have had an ed most of my life, I was anorexic as a young adult /teenager, then bulimic, on and off.......
Well in may my anoerxia and bulimia started back up and I lost to much weight, and was having heart problems from my electrolites being imbalanced...And from starvation.....Finally I was forced in the hosp/ed clinic, where they forced me to drink ensure then eat...So all that did was make me want to go home and lose it all, I have.Now I want to add mostly I have been anorexic, for mths now....I also am not sure if I want to get better I liked being anorexic, but I am at binging again and it is freaking me out bc I cannot purge it up? So that has totally freaked me out. So starting tomorrow I have to stop eating again and exercising..Which I do anyway.......Oh and I also take laxatives........
Anyway not really sure why I shared that, because I doubt it will really help anyone, but maybe I needed to see it written?