I've realised today, that I am free.
I have nothing more to hold onto, nothing more from keeping me from dreaming and making my dreams come true.
I have wanted for so long to be someone, to be something i've so desperatly wanted to be and I know now that I can be everything that I want to be.
I am happy knowing that my dreams can come true, that I can make them come true and now I have no one to stop me, no to hold me back.
My whole life i've wanted to be thin and for a couple of years I was but not now, not in a long time and now I can have that back, now I can be that person again.
Being thin means everything to me, it means I can be free.
Tonight I have realised that I can have that because now there is no one stopping me and really no one was, it was just a fear that kept me back from losing weight and now its gone.

I know this might not be a positive post for anyone who's reading this but to me, its more positive then anyone can realise and I am truely happy.

Today I realise that I can be free, today I realise that I can be thin.