How could I allow a person to ruin my life forever.

I'm a 19 year old african american women who hasnt lead a wild life at all. I'm the girl that listens to friends one night stand affairs and am completely disgusted by the fact that a person can just sleep with random people. I'm a nice person, I would never do anything to harm an individual.

That it is why I dont understand why this is happening to me.

About five to seven months ago I was involved with a man that eventually ruined my life. At first I was naive I would let him use my new car, he wouldnt call me and would be gone at hours at a time. He even stole 100 dollars from me. After he stole the hundred dollars he threatened to kill me if I broke up with him , but I managed to dodge him and he didnt call me for awhile anymore.

Then out of nowhere the phone calls return of his threats. Then suddenly my moms and cars are stolen. I suspect that he has done this.

But the drama doesnt stop there.

Just monday I went to the docotr for an exam. There were tiny bumps in my private area that seemed to worry me. I prayed that it was nothing. And as soon as the docotr saw me, he said that I had genital warts. He was so blunt and mean. He didnt explain it to me , he said that I caught them from my boy friend. He gave me a cream and that was it.

That was one week ago.
Since then my life has stopped I have allowed one person to ruin not only my familys life but mine too. I cant eat anything... I cant go anywhere because I feel so nasty everytime I think about it I just cry. Who will love me now.....No one.....I feel like a promiscuous person...And ive only had sex with 2 people in my whole life.....I just want to die..