I am really scared and I don't want to be a hassle, but I think I may have schizophrenia. I'm 16 years old, and i'm just really scared. I've always been kinda paranoid, but I always chalked that up to being self concious... But lately it has gotten worse, i've been taking different routes home from school and hiding because I think i'm being followed. I've been having these strange things, where my mind just goes into this completely other state, and I am seeing things from a completely different point of view, it's like seeing it from another persons view, but it scares me, and no matter how hard I try it won't go away, these last about an hour or 2. I can't explain it. I mean, I know I was always slightly wierd, over emotional, people seem to think i'm depressed but i've never seeked out help. Also I hear voices, but only when im trying to get to sleep, they are just calling my name, I also talk to myself, and I mean alot, I always convince myself of how worthless I am, and i've resorted to attempting suicide a few times. I know there isn't something right in my head, but I can't put my finger on it, maybe it's all in my head, i;m not sure, but it's all getting to the point where I can barely function on the same level as people around me. I want to change, i;m ruining my familys life because i;m either really numb and my mum gets all worried, or i'm really agressive, and it's horrible.


I'm sorry if this is a waste of your time, but I don't know what to do anymore.