Thank you for your sweet letter, and that I am in your prayers, thoughts.
It means the world to me, really thank you!!!
Yes, you are right, it is so incredibly hard, yet I am treating it like a mourning process, as if he died
there is anger
there is rationalization, denial, back to anger, I am still healing
do not know how long, and if I can ever truly get over it all
yet, my saftey, well being, my mind, my soul has to be number one.
Looking back, my self esteem was chipped away little by litte
if it all happened at once, I would have been like, see you!
I miss making love to him, that was good, but that is just crazy, because he is "crazy" he has two personalities
and so I can say I don't know him at all.
These forums have helped tremedoulsy, I am full of gratitude for you, everyone writng with their comments, advice
have a great day, be kind to yourself, talk to your "heart" for guidance on what to do.
