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Q: I Broke Up With My Bp Bf

asked by: Macias on September 20th, 2005

Experienced User

I broke up with him after a chain of being rud and abusing. I just took my decision 2 hours ago, when I knew that he cheated on me and that he lied on me ... All I know that I was deeply in love with him, and I overcomed many things, that noone can overcome them, he abused me to the extreme. Did you read my story in this forum? Try to have a look in the old messages, I put a lot of my history with my boyfriend in it.
I didn't tell him yet that I left him, we left each other normally, I don't know how to tell him? I'm totally sad now.. I'll miss him a lot, but i'm hurt a lot also. I'm so much hurt... He used to treat me like an angel and after a blink of one eye he's totally the opposite ( a dare devil ) hurting with knives and more. I'm sensitive person and I cannot believe how did I deal with all that and how did I overcome all that? I'm a hero.
I'm not stable right now, so excuse me if i'm saying weird things.
Pray for me to coop with my situation now, and pray for me to forget this abusing love which could kill me.

Macias

Replies(5)

angel6932

replied on September 20th, 2005

Active User, very eHealthy

Prayers Are With You

I will pray for you swetty. I hope you know you made the right choice. I know how hard it can be but it is something that we must do you know. Ill keep praying for you. I am here if you need to talk.

Macias

replied on September 21st, 2005

Experienced User

Thank You So Much Angel6932

Hi angel6932 /
thank you so much for your support and for your prayers, I think I made the good decision and I feel that i'm more relax right now but still sad of course because i'm missing him :( I hope I can be happy soon :)
best wishes for you and thanks.

Macias

shanti1

replied on September 22nd, 2005

Experienced User

It Is Wicked Hard, But You Have to Be Strong For Yourself

I can empahtize with you so much, these forums have been a saving grace during the time of me dating a guy who treated me great in the beginning, and somewhere at the end of our relationship, I felt he had two distinct personalities, and one was a nice guy and the other a monster, manipulative, ugh...
Anyways, it was super hard to deal with it all, all these emotions,
i am still dealing with it,
i always pray for my safety now.

Lots of luck, be proud of yourself as you are respecting yourself even though your heart may feel like it is going to break in a million pieces,
take it easy on yourself as you heal

Macias

replied on September 23rd, 2005

Experienced User

I Couldn't Handle

Unfortunately, I couldn't handle the situation, I knew that he's in a very bad mood after I called him, and he was shocked :( he's my love I couldn't accept to c him upset :( so I went to him, trying to have a conversation and to fix everything, I found him so tired :( I felt so much pity, but in the same time he ofcourse was very rude with me, I was dying, so tired can't stand on my legs feeling so sad and depressed, I asked him to make me happy, coz he's the only one who can make it. But noway he can't help himself so he either can't help anyone.
I hope for him a very good health, knowing himself and what he wanna do in his life. Good luck for him. I'm in love with him, and I don't know what to do now, I guess I have to give some space for both of us, coz I thought I made a load on him while he's in depression, so i'll hide praying for a good future.

SkyWriter

replied on September 25th, 2005

New User

Re: I Couldn't Handle

Sounds like you did the very right thing. Think of yourself first; we bipolar people have to deal with more than ourselves. Is no excuse.

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