Ok I am going to try to sound as nice as I can about this. Yes I know that I am going to make a lot of people mad but you know what I don’t really care.
If you are only 12 what in the hell are you doing alone with a 17yr? And now you’re pregnant. I just don’t get kids these days. Yes that was rape but it’s a shame on the poor boys sake because you let him take your clothes off and didn’t care so basically you told him that you were willing. You are the kind of kids that cry rape when you are willing but then get caught and people like me who didn’t even put them selves into a situation and still get raped a bad name.
This is no joking matter. I was raped not all that long ago and like you I ended up pregnant. I was 17 years old and I was dating this guy I had known my hole life. We were best friends. So one night my best friend and me were at his house and her and her boyfriend. (which was his brother) decided to go off and do their thing. I was not that kind of girl yeah I would kiss him but that was it and he knew it to. I was a virgin and I intended to stay that way till I was married. So the next thing I know he is kissing me and then he decides to tie my hands up and can you guess what happened next well he ripped off my pants and underwear and raped me.
He made me swear not to tell anyone and if I did he would kill me. Well I did tell someone I told my friend. Well a month latter I began to get really sick and we couldn’t figure out why so she suggested that I go and take a pregnancy test. It was positive. What was I going to do now? 17 and pregnant by a guy that I wasn’t married to nor did I plane on marrying. I chose to keep the baby but I was going to tell anyone not even my parents. Well two months went by and one morning I woke up and I was really sick I didn’t think much about it since I was already throwing up my guts every morning. Well as the morning went on I continued to get sicker. I started to cramp really bad and started bleeding really heavy more so than normal. It got so bad that I couldn’t take it anymore so I called my friend to come and stay with me and that is when I discovered that I had miscarried. I was crushed after all the hell I had been through to keep my baby I lost it. Well several months later I got really sick again this time my mom got involved and took me to the drs office and they told her that were I hadn’t had a dnc I was scared on top of having endometriosis that made my chances of ever getting pregnant zero!! So in other words I could never have kids because of this a** hole.
Well that brings me to this yr I am 20years old and happily married. With lots of praying and lots of visits to the dr my husband and me are expecting our first child. You see I did get a happy ending except after this child there really will be no more children for us.
What I am trying to say is rape is nothing to joke about. I think this little 17-year-old boy need the hell beat out of him for messing with a child of your age. I am so sorry that you had to go threw this but you really shouldn’t put your self into situations like that.