Hi everyone,
12 years of bulmia , I keep thinking, I
cant wake up another year like this,
i have tried councellers ,healings ect
,really it boils down to actually stopping
yourself ,really it is only me who can
stop the bp's.
After having it for so long it changes
,first it starts out as a tool for weight
loss,and then it gets you hooked, then it
becomes you friend,then as it feels like
now is an excuse not to live life in the
way you should!
I am rambling had a f.I.N.E day!!
Does anyone know the meaning of fine??
Xx
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irishamethyst
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jul 2005 Posts: 75 Location: Ireland
Posted: 09-18-05 11:30am
Sorry to hear that things are hard for you
right now. Recovery is really possible.
It is hard work, and takes a lot of
determination. For years I didn't
believe in recovery, not for me anyhow,
but the past year and a half, my recovery
has changed completely. My outlook on
life has never been more promising.
And yes, I know the meaning of fine.
Apparently, it was aa who first came up
with the definition.
Hang in there!
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lisabeth
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Aug 2005 Posts: 22 Location: bermuda
Posted: 09-18-05 18:15pm
Hi irishamethyst, thanks I was having a
bad few days.
It really is ,everyday, reminding yourself
where you have came and that you have to
work on it.
Reading your posts ,is quite inspiring to
know that recovary is possible and I do
believe it is!!!
Love and thanksxxxx
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irishamethyst
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jul 2005 Posts: 75 Location: Ireland
Posted: 09-19-05 06:43am
I agree. I think that sometimes it's
important to look back on how you've
changed so far, to realise the progress
that you have already made. That is what
has kept me going in the past.
