Hi,
i have been through years of hell. I gota out of a very abusive marriage after 22 years. Thae last 7 yaers I was caring for my dying son. I was at his side 24 hours a day caring for my angel at home, until he passesd away in my arms. Then I divorced my monster husband and was basically kicked out into the world with no experience nothing and 2 other girls to bring up. I got a job woraking from home because I coudl not deal with people, I start stuttering and panicking and can't talk aproperly, buat theminute they go, I talk fine. I get major migraines with nausea, now I ahve started getting chest pains in middle of my chest, sometimes toward to right side down arm, sometimes left, n ot bad though. I breath ok. I can look at photos of my son, I have there all over....But if I try and think deeply about my son. My throat closes up and I start panicking and go into what I call a silent scream of pain, so intense.From losing my son to a rare metabolic disorder. I have had no one comfort me through all this and I am still alone. My 2 girls now live with their boyfriends, my youngest 22 year old, taaries to aget me to join them out to parks, beach,e tc... But I do not faeel comfortable around people and get weird and want to go home. What does this sound like. I need to find out so I know how to deal with what I have. I could stay home and never leave it again.

Need help please.........