Joined: 03 Feb 2004 Posts: 307 Location: Australia
Yes I Regret Having My Kids..... But There Is a Reason Posted: 09-15-05 21:06pm
I never said I dont love my kids.......
So to call me a bad mother and to say that
I don't deserve to have my kids is
wrong....... I said I regretted having my
kids at a young age, as I was not
physically or emotionally
prepaired.........
I have post natal depression, guess
what....... Its caused by having
babies........ It took 3 years for it to
be diagnosed....... And the whole time I
suffered and my children suffered, and I
believe that if I had have had them later
in life I may not have suffered pnd or if
I did I would have been adult enough to
seek help earlier......... Every day is a
struggle for me, many of you will not
understand what it is like but some of you
will, I cry for no reason, I am distant
and often times unefectionate towards my
children and some times I am down right
nasty, even though I dont want to be like
that........ For years I didn't
understand why.......... So if you have a
problem with me saying I regret having my
children....... Spend a day in my
shoes........ I f*#@ing hate it
too.......... But thats the way my life
is.............
Do you know what its like to know the only
thing that keeps you alive is the thing
that makes you want to die...........
Untill you do back off!!!!!!!!!
