Joined: 15 Sep 2005 Posts: 3 Location: Norway, Europe
Imagination- Or Real Halusinations.......? Posted: 09-15-05 12:49pm
Im an 18 year old boy, who is currently
diagnosed social phobia and ocd
(obsessive, compulsive dissorder).
Im very troubled these days.
3 days ago I talked with my father, and
his face changed to a "monster" kind of
looking thing, it was horryfying.
It scared me, I started to swet and got
tears in my eyes, it happened twice. It
has never happened before.
However im convinced this was a real
"halusination".
I have had "halusinations" earlier, in
form of people staring at me from windows
when I have been sitting at the school
bus.
However; this happened just a few times.
There are also other episodes of
"halusinations" I am very convinced they
are real; I keep seeing smoke,
yes......Smoke! Its very real and I find
this weird, because its not really there
but its more a fantasy than a halusination
I believe, or I cant really tell the
diference but it has occoured more and
more often lately.
Also, I talk with myself in english
language (thoughts), however I am
norwegian and that is my native language.
I dont know why.
Sometimes im commanding myself , I dont
hear things , well it has happened but
thats not a thing to mention.
I also believe people are out to get me,
staring at me, wanting to beat me and im
just outside when im going to the shop or
school.
I like people but they dont seem to like
me.
I have had problems lately regarding
myself, I have been thinking about killing
myself but this does not regard this
matter.
I want to know what kind of diagnosis I
"may" or "may not" have within
schizophrenia.
Also, my new "psychologist" says hes
worried about me maybe developing
schizophrenia later in life.
I feel werd these days, and I feel im not
alive, I believe in the matrix-- we are
all programmed.
Im awaiting response.
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yfguitarist
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Joined: 23 Apr 2005 Posts: 44
Posted: 09-15-05 16:29pm
That's cool, although I you probably would
disagree
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Vetz
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Joined: 15 Sep 2005 Posts: 3 Location: Norway, Europe
Posted: 09-16-05 12:46pm
yfguitarist
wrote:
that's cool, although I you
probably would
disagree
what is cool.........? And what would I
disagree.......?
I need more replys.
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yfguitarist
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Joined: 23 Apr 2005 Posts: 44
Posted: 09-16-05 15:26pm
vetz
wrote:
yfguitarist
wrote:
that's cool, although I you
probably would
disagree
what is cool.........? And what would I
disagree.......?
I need more
replys.
i thought the hallucination part would be
cool
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Vetz
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Joined: 15 Sep 2005 Posts: 3 Location: Norway, Europe
Posted: 09-17-05 07:27am
yfguitarist
wrote:
vetz
wrote:
yfguitarist
wrote:
that's cool, although I you
probably would
disagree
what is cool.........? And what would I
disagree.......?
I need more
replys.
i thought the hallucination part would be
cool
well, it was cool when my dads face
changed to a monster :twisted: :twisted:
, but other then that its not cool just
the smoke stuff........
Im awaiting more replys regarding my post.
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zisiang
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Joined: 13 Oct 2007 Posts: 1 Location: ,
Re: Imagination- Or Real Halusinations.......? Posted: 10-13-07 14:01pm
Hi Vetz, you must find out the truth
behind your experienced imaginations and
hallucinations.
In the real world, a lot of people (that
might be including anyone of us) live life
with many imaginations and hallucinations.
It is important to "see it clear" ourself
in the mind, what is it doing up there.
See it clear, I'm saying. Observe all your
thoughts and mind activity, but you must
be very careful that not to provoke more
imaginations, so don't play with the
thoughts.
If you don't see it clear in your mind, it
will be meaningless. Observe the brain's
(mind's) activities. Sometimes, you feel
like you are an observer, observer of your
own mind (see it through on what does it
do, continuously.. the clearer and the
better).
For example, "I want to have a beautiful
girlfriend": this can mean it is our
imagination in real life. One gets a
beautiful girlfriend or not is another
matter. But the thought of imagine a
beautiful girlfriend and all kinds of
activities to do with you girlfriend, you
know it is just an activity in your mind.
Because it does not happen.
So, someday (can be anytime) when you've
done enough homework, you will be able to
differentiate between truth and the other
way.
No fancy words to describe it here.
Truth is a very interesting path for
everyone of us, to live a life
zisiang
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seren_
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Oct 2007 Posts: 8
Posted: 10-13-07 18:52pm
I can relate to your experience when your
father's face started changing. I've had
the same thing happen to me a couple of
times, my mother will be talking and
suddenly it looks like her face is melting
and she's changing into, something, I
don't know.
There's a thread with syptoms of
schizophrenia, maybe take a look...?
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Philo
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Joined: 12 Mar 2007 Posts: 331 Location: Montreal
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Posted: 10-14-07 09:56am
Vetz, it sounds like you have some
symptoms of schizophrenia - the
hallucinations, the paranoia, the people
staring. Your brain makes it look like it
real, but it's not. You should tell your
psychologist.
