Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 69 Location: north carolina
Scary Thought... Posted: 09-13-05 18:08pm
Before I started taking meds I would have
visions. In them I would see myself
hurting or killing someone. They always
happened when I had something in my hand
that could be used like a knife or a
hammer.
Now I take risperdal and the visions are
gone but I still have disturbing thoughts
and urges. Today at work there was a man
standing near me and I had a screwdriver
in my hand and I got the urge to stab him
in the side with it. A moment later I was
horrified that I had even thought of it.
I have never been a violent person but
this scares me.
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yfguitarist
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Apr 2005 Posts: 44
Posted: 09-15-05 16:35pm
That's weird but neat, since i'm so
fascinated by these kinds of things. I
have those thoughts but am not horrified
by them
I get those sorts of weird urges aswell
sometimes, I do not know what you can do
about them but if you are a danger to
someone else or your self maybe you will
need something to stop this before it goes
too far and you really hurt someone.
