Hi luvkittykats,
the first 3 times I went, my mom took me. I was forced to go. It was after my mom found out that I was self injuring and having suicidal thoughts. I didn't really want to go, but I was underage, a danger to myself, and so I had to go. I don't think I would have been able to get myself to go alone. I understand how hard that is. I needed someone there (my mom,) to help describe to the doctors what was going on.
And the last time I was in the hospital, my boyfriend took me. I actually wanted to go that time because I felt unsafe, so I told him to take me, but I would not have been able to take myself.
Im sorry your boyfriend isn't being too supportive. Is their anyone else you know that would be willing to take you to the hospital?, like a family member?
You could always call 911 and they'd send an ambulence to come get you, but that would cost about $400 or $500 just for the ambulance :shock:
the last time I went to the hospital, I was taken to the nearest emergency room, then they had to have an ambulance take me to the psychiactric hospital which was about and hour and a half away. I had to pay about $500 for the stupid ambulance.
Good luck. Im sorry things are so rough for you right now. :(