Everything is getting so stressful on me and I just can't handle it I mean my friend moved back here from a diffrent state to be here with me ya know and now she is really getting on my nerves I mean gosh all she does is talk about guys and what people look like and what to wear I mean she knows I have this problem and we were talking on the phonethe other night and she was jus like man I wish I had you body and stuff like that and I was like okay you can have the disease that goes along with the body to ya know she just makes me feel like she doesn't care and all she wants to do is talk about her and it's like that I can't even get 2 words in I mean she knows how short my temper is these days and she knows about all the things I am thinking about like getting help but she stills persists on talking about her her her... I mean I don't wanna sit at alk about me its just like I feel that if I was to confroont her about this she would be like oh well I am moving back and shell put a guilt trip on me I don't want that I mean she wasn't like this before she moved bak but now she is I hat how she is so obsessive over guys like now I am hooking her up with this guy that I like gggrrrr..... I mean the only wayt I deal with these type of things is through my ed and if I don't have my ed I don't know how I will be able to handle things she really doesn't understand and I can't talk to her about it cause she'll say that I am in the wrong gosh I don't know what to do I feel like she doesn't even care and she is my best friend though for like 8 years please help me I need major advice

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