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lonely_angel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005
Posts: 128
Location: missouri
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Are You a Cutter If So Post Me!!!!!!
Posted: 08-30-05 16:12pm
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So I hate everything right now I hate goin
to school and I hate comin home I have
been thinking about weather or not to get
help for bulimia I have decided to but I
am having my parents get me back or
insurance be for I tell themand go get
help but now I feel that if I tell my
parent I will be a huge screw up......
Huh I was like mom can you tell me how to
fill out these papers for the insurance
and my mom was like we are gonna do that
tonight and she said it mean I have barely
talked to her in the past like 2 days and
she yelled at me for no reason I wish I
could tell her but I can't and today I cut
myself like after she yealled at me it
made me feel so much better are there any
cutters in here
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sad_eyes
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Aug 2005
Posts: 96
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Posted: 08-30-05 18:09pm
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I've sent you a private message....
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irishamethyst
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jul 2005
Posts: 75
Location: Ireland
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Posted: 09-02-05 06:19am
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I used to cut, but have been symptom free
for over a year. I know the relief you
allude to - but feeling the feelings is
what will bring you out on the other side.
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Atropos
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Aug 2005
Posts: 16
Location: California
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Posted: 09-03-05 19:39pm
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Cutter, burner here, too. I've sent you
a pm and anyone is welcome to pm me to
talk about anything.
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jacquelyne
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Sep 2005
Posts: 20
Location: australia
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Posted: 09-16-05 00:25am
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Hi,
i am 27 and cut my arm about 3 times at
about age 19 or 20.I have bipolar but was
not diagnosed with that until I was 25 I
dont know why I did it I never told anyone
or seen a doctor about it back then.I was
quite depressed and went on
anti-depressants about age 21 or 22 I
stopped them after a few years and was
hospitalised with mania/psychosis which
was a completely different feeling from
the way I was feeling when I cut myself.I
now think it may be all intertwined in
some way or another good luck
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Lil_sister_ashley16
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Sep 2005
Posts: 14
Location: Garrettsville
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Posted: 09-16-05 10:56am
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Hi, I have been cutting for about 1 year
but rite now im trying so hard not to do
it. I have quit since may of this year
and its hard for me just to see a piece of
glass anymore or a knife. Its like ...
Omg ill tell ya more later k
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silveroses
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Oct 2005
Posts: 6
Location: Here
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Posted: 10-04-05 16:12pm
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Better to face the true pain me dear,
you'll make it.
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funnchic_88
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Sep 2005
Posts: 9
Location: michigan
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Posted: 10-05-05 17:31pm
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Yea I cutt myself yesterday like 5 times
and its stupid and does eneyone knoe how
to get rid of the marks like red lines and
it hurts and everyone hates me because of
it but I see why but plz help
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xxxcarriexxx
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Oct 2005
Posts: 6
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Posted: 10-06-05 12:34pm
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Your saying it as if it is a good thing!!
U need to deal with your problems no
matter how hard it might be.. Your not
facing up to anything!! Its not your
fault if your mum takes things out on you
but dont take it back out on your self..
Do u not think your worth more than
that?
Get help
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Posted: 10-24-05 17:51pm
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RikkuAkuda
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Oct 2005
Posts: 17
Location: Brighton
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Posted: 11-01-05 11:48am
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Cutting is stupid but all the while, very
addicting. I know how you all feel. Been
there done that.Still do
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little Debbie
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Oct 2005
Posts: 6
Location: Georgia
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Posted: 11-02-05 22:30pm
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I'm not a cutter. Why do you do it? I
wonder why so many young people now adays
feel unloved, unconnected,and out of
control. Is it because we are a country
full of selfish people? I wish I could
help you.
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RikkuAkuda
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Oct 2005
Posts: 17
Location: Brighton
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Posted: 11-03-05 09:06am
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It's not that I feel inloved or unwanted,
for me it's all about anger and
fustration. And alittle bit of hurt.
When I don't know what to do I cut and in
a way it helps me keep my head. I know it
sounds weird and your probley wondering if
it hurts. For me it dosen't, i've done it
so long that my pain tolarence has gone
up. Plus the fact I can't feel anyuthing
from the top of my wrist down to my finger
tips. But the reason why i'm here is to
be helped.
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cut-alone92
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jan 2006
Posts: 17
Location: Kansas
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Posted: 01-22-06 00:35am
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I cut myself too.If you have a hard time
talking to your mom then write her a
letter and tell her if that would be
easier for you.Its your decicions to tell
or not and a tough one but still
scairy...I hope that you and your mom
start getting along better and i'll post
more.
-danielle
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Poetry_Writter
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Dec 2006
Posts: 20
Location: Newtown,
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Posted: 12-13-06 17:44pm
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Hey...I'm 14 and i've been cutting for
about 2 years...I only do it every once in
a while...At first it started with my
finger nails then progressed to paper
clips, then safety pins(not so safe are
they), and now pocket knifes. This is my
first year in high school and I met my
savior. He is my best friend and shall
remain nameless...About a month ago I told
him about my cutting... He hasn't treated
me different since but hates that I do
it... This year I asked him what he
wanted for christmas and he told me that
he wanted me to stop...So this year for
christmas any time I get the feeling that
I want to do it I call him... Any time of
day or night he is there for me... I also
use the rubber band trick which really
does help... Most of the time it is just
my step parents and regular parents that
make me do it...But yea my bff is my angel
for heaven....I love him more than I have
ever loved anybody and I don't know what I
would do with out him because I haven't
cut in about 3 weeks...And although I have
not done it for some time I will always be
a cutter and I know that and I am okay
with that its just the fact that I now
know that someone cares enough about me
that they want me to stop...If anybody
else wants some one to talk to please know
that I am here to pm...I've gone through
it and still am and it will be a life lone
battle but I am willing to fight it and I
hope all of you are
to...Much...Love...P.S. Writing and
drawing when I get the urge helps to for
any of you artistic ones out there reading
this
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Catt101
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2006
Posts: 109
Location: TX
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Posted: 01-01-07 04:17am
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Im a retired cutter, I never knew why I
stopped, could have been that my sister
threatened to come kill me again if I were
to die from cutting myself, -sigh- I guess
I can understand everyone on the whole
cutting, I enjoyed it, I loved the thrill
it gave me but I only used knives but if u
want to talk just message me 
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Sprinter09
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Apr 2007
Posts: 3
Location: Kansas
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Posted: 04-02-07 20:44pm
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i'm a cutter too. alot of you say you do
it out of frustration and anger. i do it
because of stress. there are so many
stressors in my life and sometimes i get
this feeling in my stomache, this pain.
and it just mounts higher and higher until
i feel like i'm going to burst. i panic
and in that panic i grab what ever is
around me and slice my arms. right away
the feeling subsides and i breathe easier.
i know it's not healthy but it's the only
thing that works, and its the only thing
that i have. i don't think i'll ever be
able to quit, and that scares me. but deep
down i don't want to. it's part of who i
am.
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lucky7_13
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Jul 2007
Posts: 1
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Cutter/burner
Posted: 07-15-07 23:24pm
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I cut and burned myself, but haven't done
it in a while. If anyone wants to talk, PM
me
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karate7dragon
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Aug 2007
Posts: 18
Location: ,
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I Have
Posted: 08-31-07 19:47pm
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kyreles
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Sep 2007
Posts: 14
Location: Baton Rouge, Louisiana USA
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Posted: 09-12-07 11:28am
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Just wanted to say "here"
I remember the first time I cut myself -
it felt good. Almost like when you pop a
weird bone like in your knee or ankle. I
don't want to sound like John Mellencamp,
but it hurts so good. It made my stress
and frustrations go away. But like
anything, it had to be more and more after
a while. I still do it sometimes, but I
know I shouldn't. It almost why I smoke
too. I tell people "I'm not addicted, I
just really enjoy smoking. I like
everything about it - the feeling of the
cigarette in my hand - inhaling - exhaling
- doing it it when I'm done. Everything. I
could stop, undoubtedly, I just really
enjoy it." I feel the same way about
cutting. I don't HAVE to do it. I just
enjoy it. But we're all here to give and
receive support. So you're not alone. I
know that if I can't cut, I just do
somthing completely un-productive.
Somthing you can't get frustrated about. I
don't paint or play an instrument, I'll
grab a screwdriver and start destroying a
peice of scrap plywood.
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