Hi,
i am new to this forum because I need your
advice...
My life has been a rocky road and last
year at age 30 I ended up going to a
psychologist for dealing with issues that
I have 'inherreted' from my childhood. It
has been touch but I did start to feel
better about my life, however not about
myself. I have always been very insecure
and even though I have never been 'fat', I
have never liked my body much and have
been watching what I eat for years.
Lately that has changed, the last couple
of months I have become more and more
obsessed with loosing weight and trying to
look better. It has gone to the point
were other issues don't seem to matter, I
am just busy with eating ( or trying not
to eat) 24/7. I have lost a few pounds
but am not there yet. My psychologist
tells me I am on the border of becoming
anorexic and need to stop before it is too
late....But I can't, I can't start eating
normal again...I feel like I need to loose
at least 10 more pounds before I can even
consider eating 3 times a
day.....Help.....
Nicole
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nicole96
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Aug 2005 Posts: 6 Location: europe
Eating Disorders?? Posted: 08-27-05 09:05am
Well, my first post was only a few days
ago, wondering if I had an eating
disorder....And now I feel like I am
loosing control more and more. What is
happening to me.
I had been craving chocolate all week so
today I broke down and bought a chocolate
bar. The first bite was great but by the
time I took the second bite guilt
started......For the next 30 minutes I
felt awfull and wanted to cry. I looked
in the mirror...Then went to the bathroom
and thru up for the first time.......I
couldn't help it. Now I feel even worse
because I now know I am loosing control
over this.....I don't want this but can't
stop.
Help!
