Someone Plez Answer Me. Preferably a Man

This is a weird question but I have to ask. First let me say I am not your typacal wife. I am ok with my husband watching porn and sometimes I watch it with him.

I have several questions I want to ask. So please someone answer

my husband and I have been married for 10months and are expecting our first child. Several months ago I realized that our sex life really was not all that great so I suggested that we go to the adult store and see if we could find anything that would spice it up. First it was lingerie than it became a vibrator then it became porn. Now I know that most people are like what the hell this woman is crazy for being ok with porn well I am. Which brings me to my new problem I am now 8 months pregnant and as you can imagine I am pretty big well just my belly is anyway. So I told my husband that I pretty much cant have sex anymore. I mean I don’t intend on leaving him hanging.
Well here is my problem I am bipolar so as you can imagine sometimes I can lose my temper, be jealous of stupid things and be really insecure of myself. Well now that I have gave him permission to watch that stuff I am terrified that he will become addicted to it and not want me anymore. See I also know that I brought this upon myself because he had given up porn to be with me, but then like I said I wanted to please him and do what ever it took to better our relationship. I am not going to lie and pretend that before I worried about him getting addicted I liked watching it to. I mean I loved how we would watch it and then we would re-enact whatever scene we really liked (well the ones that I could do anyway). I am also afraid that he really doesn’t find me attractive like he once did even though my body has changed for the good lets just say went from a c to d. I know that he loves me but sometimes I am just so scared that he will hurt me the way other people have and the way that he did once upon a time. After I explained to him that what he was doing was wrong and hurting me he quit.


Ok if you’re a man replying I want you to answer this.
Your wife or girlfriend is pregnant and she can’t really be intimate the way that she once could but here is the catch she still manages to get the both of you off it’s a long process but it happens. As if you didn’t already know this is about me and my husband.
Which of the following do you do?

She tells you that it is ok to watch porn with or without her.

Which do you do?


She tells you that you can jack off to porn or a movie that she made for you.

Which one do you choose?