It seems I have become among the cursed.
A couple of years ago I used to work out
at the gym, lifting light weights. After
about a year I could no longer lift simple
weights because my wrists and interior
elbow tendon would become very painful, so
I had to quit the gym. Then I tried
running which after a while caused my
ankles to hurt badly.
I don%u2019t know what happened but over
last winter my knees started to become
sore and now they are awful! Just sitting
down they throb. I have to buy
hydrocodone off the internet (thank god
for nrop) because max strength tylenol or
anything else won't ease the pain which
will keep me up all night.
The problem is escalating incredible fast.
I now hear my shoulders popping which
follows with some pain so I know in a
short time they will be sore and weak like
my knees. My joins used to be so strong,
never made a popping noise, and now they
crack and pop whenever I stand up and move
around. I never played sports either.
I'm afraid in a year I won%u2019t be able
to go up stairs into my apartment and then
i'll be in wheel chair a few years after.
This scares me a lot, i'm really too young
for this and I never did anything to
actually ask for it. I know for one
thing, it%u2019s a bullet in the head
before i%u2019m marked for handicapped! I
blame my mom for she has mild ms, and my
father who has mild arthritis, but they
are in their late 50%u2019s.
