Everyone wants to die, it's in our brains. However, we have a gene that forces us to fight death. We're basically just animals and watch any animal die. It sucks, and you see their fear. That should be enough to make you not want to die. Some of the worst serial killers ever have been for save the whales and stuff so life means something. It means, you're not six feet under. Remember this, it takes more than 30 sleeping pills for a sure death, your stupid body will fight. It doesn't want to die. Hospitals will just make you want to commit suicide more if they don't have awesome drugs and goodlooking people. Some are like crazy wards, some are like country clubs, depends on how much money you have. I prefer the 1500 dollar a night incare hospitals, but they just keep you doped up and have goodlooking people. And they might actually have a dvd player in each room(which is rare). If you go to a crazy ward, you'll have people talking like they're god, dogs, the devil, or even alex trebeck, which is never good. They have wild tics and the place will give you horrible food, it's honestly better to kill yourself than to go to a "true" crazy ward.