I Made the Mistake of Weighing Myself Today Posted: 08-12-05 14:58pm
On the scale at work. I am recovering
from anorexia. After over a month of
eating more normally, I have neither
gained nor lost weight. My eating
disorder, of course is disappointed. The
part of me that wants to be healthy though
is disappointed too. Shouldn't I have
gained weight by now? I am even eating a
variety of food, stuff that most anorexics
can't bring themselves to eat. I admit
that I do find myself often making low
fat, low calorie choices. I probably
should take my own advice and see a
dietician. It still puzzles me though
how I am maintaining my weight.
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tunasushi
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Aug 2005 Posts: 37
Posted: 08-30-05 05:27am
Kudos to u on trying so hard to
recover.......When I dont gain
weight.....My ed shines and smiles...But I
feel a little disappointed too....Cos we
are supposed to be gaining...When I gain,
the ed makes me depressed....I also tend
to make low cal/ fat choices.....I wanna
stop counting cals too..Sigh
