Ok this is a really long story, but I
really need help.Ok it all started when I
got pregnant which was about ummm about 37
weeks ago.I'm 17 and of course 37 weeks
pregnant.My baby's father is 18.The night
I got pregnant I had been drinking a lot
and I know I shouldn't have been
drinking.Well it was my brother and his
two friends.Friend number his name is rob
and friend number two his name is d.Well
rob and I were drinking,d, my brother and
rob were getting high, I was not.I was
just chillin on the couch.Well as the
night progressed I got really drunk.Well I
ended up having sex
with d.We didn't use protection I was so
out of it I really don't remember
anything.When I asked him what he
remembers he claims he can't which I
refuse to believe.All he was doing was
smoking, and smoking and drinking affects
you totally different.I read on a website
that if you are intoxicated you can't give
consent to sex and it is legally called
date rape.I was very shocked when I seen
this.The way I feel I don't want the daddy
around.I mean I was violated and very
disrespected.I mean he seen that I was
drunk and should of been like naw i'm not
gonna do that.My brother and him have been
friends for so long and never in a million
years did I think he would do something
like that to me.I don't want him around at
all.
the way I feel I
don't want to not like my baby because of
who his father is.I really feel bad
because i've thought about giving him up
for adoption because everyday I have to
look at my baby and see his father 4 the
rest of my life and I hate it so much
I
really need advice please if u have any
please email@
bodaci
ousaj04@aol.Com thanks ~aj~
