EXCUSE THE LONG STORY, BUT I WAS REALLY MOVED BY THIS FORUM.
HELLO IM NEW TO THIS FORUM, BUT I MUST SAY LIKE ALOT OF OTHERS HAVE SAID, IT IS AN EXTREMELY GREAT FEELING TO SEE OTHERS ARE ACTUALLY GOING THROUGH THIS AND TO SEE YOUR NOT ALONE, IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.
JUST BECAUSE THESE SYMPTOMS ARE DIAGNOSED INACCURATELY SO MANY TIMES BY SO MANY DOCTORS.
IM 26 YEARS OF AGE, THESE DIZZY , FAINT, ANXIETY LIKE SYMPTOMS ACTUALLY JUST STARTED WITH ME ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AGO. I USE TO SMOKE WEED AND I WOULD OCCASIONALLY GET REAL DIZZY , A SECOND AWAY FROM TOTALLY FALLING ON THE FLOOR. IT WAS ACCOMPANIED BY A WIERD ANXIOUS NERVOUS SENSATION RIGHT OVER MY HEART. AND A NUMBNESS FEELING THAT WOULD SPREAD FROM MY CHEST(RIGHT OVER MY HEART) TO MY LEFT ARM, TO THE ELBO, AND I WOULD HAVE THAT FEELING FOR LIKE HOURS BEFORE IT WENT AWAY, USUALLY THE NEXT DAY.
NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS TERRIFIED. SO I STOPED SMOKING WEED. THAT FEELING WOULD ONLY HAPPEN WEEN SMOKING SOMETIMES. (ABOUT 2 OUT OF 10 TIMES)
THEN JUST ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AGO I WAS JUST SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER (WHICH SEEMS TO BE A SPARK FOR THE DIZZINESS, JUST FROM MY PERSONAL TESTS) AND I STARTED TO FEEL THAT NERVOUS ANXIOUS FEELING OVER MY HEART AND NUMBNESS AGAIN. AT THAT TIME I HADNT SMOKED ANYTHING FOR AT LEAST A MONTH PRIOR TO THAT.
AFTER THE ANXIOUS, NERVOUS AND NUMB FEELING I ALSO FELT EXTREMELY DIZZY, MY CHEST TIGHTENED, AND IF FELT HARD TO BREATH.
I IMMDIATELY RUSHED MY SELF TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM, THEY DID ALL TYPES OF BLOOD WORK, ALSO A FULL BODY SCAN AND WAS JUST DIAGNOSED WITH ANXIETY. EVERYTHING CAME BACK TIP TOP. I SAID WHAT?!!
IM RARELY STRESSED AND LEAD A CONSIDERABELY SMOOTH RELAXED LIFE, I DONT EVEN WORK RIGHT NOW. THEY GAVE ME HYDROXYZINE PAM, ALL THAT CRAP DOES IS MAKE ME SLEEPY, AND CALMS ME DOWN A BIT WHEN I HAVE A PANIC/ANXIETY ATTACK. BY THE WAY IT TAKES LIKE 30 - 40 MINS TO KICK IN LOL, SO IT DOES NOTHING TO HELP YOU WHEN U FEEL LIKE YOUR ABOUT TO HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTACK BECUASE IT HAPPENS TO QUICK, AND IT ALSO MAKES U EXTREMELY SLEEPY SO YOU CANT DO ANYTHING FOR THAT DAY.
SINCE IVE LEFT THE EMERGENCY ROOM IVE CONTINUED TO HAVE THAT FEELING OVER MY HEART LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY, JUST A REAL ANXIOUS NERVOUS FEELING. BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE IT IS I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO FIGHT OR SOMEONE JUST POPED OUT OF MY CLOSET AND SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME ALL DAY. THEN EVERY 5 OR 6 DAYS OR SO, SOMETIMES A WEEK OR MORE, I GET A PANIC/ANXIETY ATTACK AND FEEL LIKE I CANT BREATH EXTREMELY DIZZY AND ABOUT TO PASS OUT. THE NUMB ANXIOUS FEELING STAYS LINGERING FOR DAYS AT A TIME. IM ACTUALLY FEELING IT RIGHT THIS SECOND AS I TYPE THIS.
SO I HAD ANOTHER NEAR PASS OUT , TIGHT CHEST, THROAT CLOSING FEELING AGAIN ABOUT A WEEK AGO, AND IT COMES OUT OF NOW WHERE, I CAN JUST BE RELAXING WATCHING TV. ONE TIME THE ATTACK WOKE ME OUT OF MY SLEEP !
SO I SET A DOCTORS APPOINTEMENT, SEEN HIM, AND HE SAID HE HONESTLY DOESNT THINK ITS ANXIETY, BUT I REALLY THINK IT IS, BUT HERES THE THING, IVE BEEN DOING ALL TYPES OF TEST ON MY SELF AS IM SURE ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE DOING TO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN HONESTLY TELL US WHATS WRONG.
IVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THERES CERTAIN THINGS THAT CAUSE DIZZYNESS AND THEN THE ANXIETY PICKS UP AFTER U ALLREADY FEEL BAD.
LIKE SOMEONE ELSE SAID, ITS LIKE THE CHICKEN AND THE EGG THEORY. DID THE ANXIETY MAKE YOU FEEL DIZZY AND SICK, OR DID YOU BEING DIZZY AND SICK BRING THE ANXIETY ? FOR ME PERSONALLY ITS BOTH.
IVE NOTICED IT DEFINITELY IS A HUGE, I REPEAT, A "HUGE" MIND THING. I CAN BE SITTING DOWN AND BE THINKING OF A SERIOUS SITUATION OR A DANGEROUS SITUATION I MIGHT SEE ON TV, AND THEN THE DIZZYNESS , SHORTNESS OF BREATH AND NUMBNESS STARTS. IVE ALSO CAME TO THE CONCLUSSION THAT ITS "NOT JUST A MIND THING" AS WELL
I TESTED THAT CERTAIN POSITIONS I SIT OR LAY DOWN, SITTING IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER TO LONG, YELLING AND ARGUEING, EVEN THINKING TO HARD CAUSE THESE "PHYSICAL" REACTIONS.
ALSO I TESTED WHEN I HAVE NOT EATEN ANYTHING OR I HAVE EATEN TO MUCH SUGARY FOODS OR SNACKS, EVEN RED GRAPES, I FEEL EVEN MORE SUBJECTED TO THESE PHYSICAL REACTIONS AND SYMPTOMS. I KNOW THESE TEST JUST FUTHER THE CONFUSION IN SOME WAY,
BUT, IN A STRANGE WAY THE MORE KNOWLEDGE OF SITUATIONS, FOODS, THOUGHTS, OR POSITIONS THAT CAN CAUSE THESE SYMPTOMS, THE MORE EASIER IT IS ON YOUR BRAIN, BECAUSE THE KNOWLEDGE GIVES YOU SOME SENCE OF CONTROL OF IT. AND BASICALLY WHEN YOUR BRAIN UNDERSTANDS THAT THERE IS SOME LEVEL OF CONTROL YOU HAVE OVER IT AND POSSIBLE THE POTENTIAL TO STOP IT TOTALLY THEN YOU FEEL MORE AND MORE SAFE, RELAXED, AND ABLE TO GO ONE WITH YOUR DAY TO DAY ACTIVITIES...
I KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN LIVING WITH THESE SYMPTOMS ANY WHERE NEAR AS LONG AS SOME OF THE OTHERS THAT POSTED THERE SITUATIONS, BUT IM HERE TO SAY A "HUGE" PORTION OF THESE REACTIONS CAN BE CONTROLED BY UR THINKING !!!!!!
I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I EVEN TESTED THAT THEORY, THE THEORY THATS IT CAN BE CONTROLED BY THE MIND....
SOMETIMES DURING ATTACKS I THINK OF HALARIOUS SITUATIONS THAT CRACK ME UP OR CALL A LOVED ONE, LIKE MY GIRL FRIEND, JUST TO TALK TO THEM ON THE PH AND THAT REALLY HELPS ME. BY THE TIME 30 SECS OF THE CONVO PASSES MY MIND IS OFF THE ATTACK, AND I FEEL LIKE 80 % BETTER.
JUST BY DOING THIS, AND ACTUALLY FEELING BETTER, MEANING DIZZINESS GONE, I CAN TELL ITS HEAVILY A MIND THING. IM NOT SAYING ITS 100% MIND BUT ITS ABOUT 85%. THE MIND CAN CAUSE PHYSICAL PAIN AND ANXIETY LIKE SYMPTOMS.
ANOTHER SITUATION I NOTICED WAS AS SOON AS I LEFT THE DOCTORS OFFICE, AND HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING CHECKED OUT AND I WAS PERFECTLY HEALTHY, I INSTANTLY FELT LIKE I WAS BETTER AND THE NERVOUS ANXIETY FEELING OVER MY HEART MELTED AWAY, ITS WIERD BUT IT REALLY CAN BE CONTROLLED IN THE MIND....
THATS WHY ALL THOSE DRUGS THEY PRESCRIBE US NEVER SEEM TO WORK, BUT READING THIS FORUM OF OTHERS HAVING THE SAME SYMPTOMS AND STILL LIVING AND COPING SEEMS TO MAKE YOU FEEL A BIT BETTER INSIDE. JUST FOR A MOMENT OR SO. YOUR MIND CAN DICTATE YOUR HEALTH
BELIEVE ME THIS ISNT SOME TUFF CONFIDENT TALK IM DOING, BECAUSE THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS IM TERRIFIED EVERY TIME IT HAPPENS TO ME !!
BUT I CAN REALLY SEE HOW THE MIND PLAYS A BIG FACTOR IN HOW BAD AND HOW LONG ITS GOING TO AFFECT US FOR THE REMAINING PORTION OF OUR LIVES. I WOULD SUGGEST ALOT OF OUTSIDE ACTIVITY, EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE !! RUN , PLAY A SPORT , WALK AROUND OUTSIDE YOUR APTS, OR HOUSE. FIND SOMETHING YOU LOVE TO DO, BUT OUTSIDE AIR AND ACTIVITIES SEEM TO ALLWAYS KEEP MY MIND OFF IT, AS SOON AS I STAY IN THE HOUSE TO LONG AND IN FRONT OF THE TV OR COMPUTER IT STARTS UP AGAIN.
CUT DOWN ON ARGUEING ,AND THINKING ABOUT DEATH AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, BECAUSE I KNOW WE ALL DO THESE THINGS TIME TO TIME.
EAT WELL AND EXERCISE, THINK POSITIVELY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN!!!!! AND BE STRONG !!!!!!!!!
I APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HAS POSTED IN THIS FORUM, ALL OF YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE WITH YOUR WRITINGS. I CANT THANK ALL OF YOU ENOUGH ! !!
UNTILL NEXT TIME!!!