I don’t know what this could be ive
tried everything ive seen every doc and
tried allmost all meds and had allmost
every test known to man and still don’t
know what it is its crazy I just don’t
understand I know I have anxiety cause of
the way I feel everyday let me try to
explain the way I feel ok I wake up and
its like I cant feel myself wake up its
almost like I just open my eyes and my
brain is not with it its like I get up but
its like I cant feel it as though its not
real but it is plus when I do get up I
feel anxiety cause of this so that trows
me threw a loop not to mention the
depression this has caused cause ive been
like this for so long yeah for like 5
years but really bad now ive been stuck
inside my house for like a year now hardly
doing anything I have not drove my car in
like 2 years or had a job cause of this at
first it was a weird feeling one that I
did not ever feel before its almost unreal
and hard to explain it was like a dizzy
feeling but different cause I was looking
at something and my eyes messed up like my
brain could not handle it or something it
put me in a fog of like a dream state like
I was not hear on this earth like it was
not real it was verry scarey cause it
happened all of a sudden like out of
nowhere it caused me to panic and that
made it worse but I stoped panicing and it
was still there and it is still here today
5 years later but worse it has taken my
whole life away and I just don’t
understand it it sucks soo bad cause I
cant do anything cause I feel so weird and
out there it is as though its not just a
mental problem it is a physical one as
well I cant stress to you how mind
boggleing this is and how much suffering I
go through everyday and nobody can figure
it out its liks im goanna be like this
forever and I don’t want to be does
anybody know what this is or feel like
this ? Constantly ? Or have any
suggestions on what it could be cause I
just don’t know anymore? …………..
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Leopardspots1985
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Jul 2005 Posts: 11 Location: Virginia
Posted: 08-05-05 21:55pm
I think that what you have goes beyond a
panic disorder. If I were you I would
talk to a doc that will really listen to
you then try a therapist.
Hope you get better soon!
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acg32982
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Aug 2005 Posts: 4 Location: South Carolina
Posted: 08-12-05 19:08pm
Well, I can tell you that the first time I
had a panic attack, a full blown one, it
made me feel like I was I a different
world. It freaked me out for I don't know
how long. I was in bed because when I
would wake up I would be scared to death
so I wouldhave to go back to sleep. Then
the doctors put me on meds. Then I began
to feel like I was not living on this
planet. Like my mind was on a different
planet. It was hard to concentrate, it
was hard to drive. I can remember coming
home from my fiances house one night
driving in the median because I was so out
of it. I even felt like this off of meds.
It has gone away but there are times when
it fades back in and out. I think it is
just severe anxiety. It's scary but I
have just had to learn to cope with it and
just not think about it. It took me a
good six months to be able to leave me
house because I was so scared. I don't
know if this is anything like what you are
feeling, but anxiety can scare ya.
