Im new here..Im amanda..I had an abortion almost a year ago (aug 28) I had gotten very ill when my parents decided to take me to the er and I found out I was pregnant. I was 18 and my parents basically forced me into having an abortion. I completely regret it and wish I never did it. It took me a while to get thru it. I know that I will never be over it but things seemed to be better. Granite the ab father and I do not even speak any more. I blamed him and I was very angry with him and then it got ok with us and things were fine but then it just got really hard and we fought all the time and we ended things and dont even talk now and thats even harder because there are times when I feel like caca and want to cry about all of this and I just want to call him and I cant. About 4 mnths ago I met someone else and things seem to be gettin serious hes perfect and everything and more I could of asked for, he is aware of what I went through. Its funny that I always told my self I would never tell any one other then the people that knew..I wouldnt ever tell guys that I had met or anything but I just feel so comfortable with him that recently I did tell him. He was very understanding n let me cry. Hes great. But for some reason in the past few weeks I have just been beside myself. I cry all the time about it and dont know what to do. I did have a pregnancy scare two weeks ago and took a pregnancy test when it came out negative I was kinda upset even though right now I cant be pregnant it was just kinda upsetting in a way to me and im not sure why...I really dont know what to do?? Please helppp