I Told My Mom Everything Bulimia Posted: 07-31-05 00:57am
So I finally told my mom. It took her a
bit to sink in and we talked about it
after work too with my dad there. A lot
of crying and the whole time I was looking
down and scraping my butter knife on the
empty table. I think I scared them when
they couldnt believe that I found mary
kate olsen as the ultimate weight. But
anyway, im a bit sad that I told them cuz
im not going to be able to barf anymore.
But I think its better right? I mean.. U
cant barf forever. I borderline anorexia
and I think its much healthier than
bulimia
i need to get some bloodwork done and
theyre going to put me in some clinic
centre or rehab like place. Something
tells me its not going to work as fast as
my parents think it will. Them and their
quick fix ideas..Pfft
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damsel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005 Posts: 69 Location: Melbourne, Australia
Posted: 07-31-05 07:50am
One thing that I have learnt from going
along to those support groups i've been
sheppereded too is that while the sufferer
may be in the contmeplation stage, like
knowing what we're doing is unhealthy, the
parents are in the action stage and expect
us to be there too. They dont get it, and
I guess we cant blame them. I hope
everything goes fab for you, I hope you
dont do as I did...When my parents found
out I had to stop purging, but now i've
started restricting in a major way. I'm
boerderline anorexia aswell, so I guess
we're in the same boat. I dont think
either is mentally more healthy, but
phsycially in the beginning anorexia is,
but it has bad complecations after a long
time. Neither is good, neither should be
considered good, but i'm been a total
hypcrit when I say that to you, because
its exactly what I say t my self "well
atleast i'm not throwing up anymore, its
more healthy this way". *sigh* its all so
hard!
