Alright so me and my boyfriend dated for a year, he was my first true love and our relationship was pretty good..But he had some commitment issues so we broke up. We were apart for a year and a half. I missed him and thought about him every day and then one day I decided to email him and see how he was doing. It turned out he missed me as well and we got back together. I was so happy when we got back together, it was something I thought would never happen. And in the year and a half we were apart everyone I dated just wasnt good enough..Because they werent him. I just couldnt feel about anyone the way I had felt about him. Now we have been going back out for about 5-6 months now and things have been good. Im in love with him and we've talked about marriage and things of that nature. But the last couple days ive been feeling kind of weird..Maybe depressed. And I feel like I could care less if we stayed together. Im not sure if maybe im scared about being so committed to somebody or not. I know I love him and he knows me better than anyone else. I feel like I am supposed to spend my life with him..But these past couple days I just feel like I dont want to be around him..Or anyone. We dont seem to have a lot of things in common..We are almost the complete oppisite of each other. Sometimes I can be moody and have a bad attitude and he hates that. Sometimes I feel like I have to be very aware of how im acting so he wont get mad and break up with me. I dont know what to do. I dont know if im depressed..Or if I should break up with him. But I dont think I should..I mean when we were apart I never stopped loving him or thinking about him, and I could never find a man that matched up to him. I need some advice please help!