I have a hard time going to things that are supposed to be fun like movies, concerts, plays, amusement partks, and such because I am afraid that I am going to have a panic attack, or just not feel well, or something else that will prevent me from having a good time and waste my money and ruin it for whoever is going with me.
I desperately want a different job because I think that my job, which I hate and feel trapped in is a big part of my problem. Whenever I go to interviews though, I get ridiculously nervous. This makes it hard to give a good interview. I've even had a panic attack at an interview.
I have trouble driving lengthy distances by myself, especially if I have never been there before. As a result, my husband has had to drive me to a few of my job interviews.
In general though, my anxiety acting up can ruin any day. It makes it hard for me to be happy.