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Come to think of it I really dont get gut feelings that theres really something wrong with me, kinda just more worried there is. Im sure ive gotten gut feelings about it before though, I meen thats all thats ever on my really mind is dying

Hell, I got a gut feeling right now.
I'm convinced something it wrong me, deathly wrong.
I've lost a lot of weight and my nodes are all swollen.

Hell, I got a gut feeling right now.
I'm convinced something it wrong me, deathly wrong.
I've lost a lot of weight and my nodes are all swollen.

You really get bad gut feelings??

Bad gut feelings. Right there in the center of my stomach. It just squeezes and tells me mostly bad things. I've got it bad.
Like recently my gut told me I had diabetes. So, I went to the doctor . . . And didn't have diabetes . . .

I meen when u really beilvie theres something wrong with u, gyut feeling is a metaphor when like u really think your gonna die.

I dont think I really get gut feelings , mostly just worred that im gonna die

Oh no, in my screwed up little mind, it's a gut feeling. It's something so ingrained in me that it bypasses all rational thought and is activated by the more baser instincts.
Man, I wish I wasn't like this. I just want to go through life not knowing in my gut that something is killing me. If that makes sense. Who knows? I haven't been rational in months.

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I don't know. My mind was on fire when I was writing that. It doesn't even make much sense to me now as I read it . . .
Was I drunk?
No. I don't drink . . . Hmmmmm . . . Who knows?

Fuddy is there any way we could talk on the phone sometime? I have free long distance, its help alot when u have someone to talk to who feels the same.

I think you both are suffering from severe depresion. The mind can make u feel anything it wants if you think about it hard enough. A woman in my town beleived so much that she was pregnant, she actually got all the sympthoms, swollen breasts , gained wait, everything. The mind is the most powerfull thing u have. I think you both should get profesional help.

Really? Ya the mind is very powerful. Do u think I cpuld be bipolar

I think that you want things to be wrong with you.. I think that you thrive off of being sick. See a doctor and talk to him. The more people give you advise on here about what they think is wrong with you the more your going to believe it. Who knows what you think your going to have by the end of the day

yes the mind is very powerful...It can make you feel things, see things and think things. It can play tricks on you. I know my mind plays tricks on me. I get that feeling like I am going to die or someone in my family will. It is awful, you have to try not to think that way because the reality is that you have a better chance of being healthy then something being seriously wrong.
Your mind has to believe that..