Well the term 'fits',just means seizures.It can mean seizures of any kind.
I suffer with abcense seizures every now and then but when I do they arn't really a problem.Don't get me wrong,i wish I wasn't having them but with them...I can cope.
The other seizures I have are grand mal,but as these have changed lately i'm not to sure what sort of seizures I am having now.
I think your right in what you said about my panic attacks,i am scared sh..Tl.Ss about collapsing outside.I am not convinced that my meds is the reason my fits have increased lately as I had a good few months after decreasing my eppillim.I went out clubbing,drinking(not excessivly),just bieng my usual self really.Then this suddenly happened.Its just how everything has changed,the frecuency,my actions,etc!!!
I have been to my doctor and she has reffered me to a different consultant and i'm going private aswell so I can get this sorted quicker.
It's really messed up my life.I'd picked myself up just lately.I'm a single mom of two young children(aged 4&5) and I had just started to get serious with a guy who i'v been seeing for about 7 months.He's always knew about my epilepsy and i'v had a couple of fits while i'v been seeing him,but he witnessed one last week.And I havn't seen him since i'v had these past 3 and because of my panick attacks I havn't been out to see him.I think this has really shook him up and quite possibly scared him off.
Its sad as I was just starting to really feel something for him.Also I was due to take my children on holiday next week.Nothing major but it was going to be fun for them.Now we can't go and there questening mommy as to why??How do you explain it to a 4 and 5 year old??
However hard I try,my epilepsy always finds some way of taking control of my life and stopping me from bieng happy. :cry: