Ok...I have a question? Ummmm like a year and a half ago or longer idk... Maybe two years.... I had an unfortunate incident of an unwanted sexual experience, I was raped. The same night I was brought to the hospital and I was tested for everything in the world, but was not offered these new hiv drugs that prevent the hiv from settling I guess you could say. Anyways several times after that I was tested for every std in the world except for hiv and I keep getting tested due to me having an unnormal obsession with making sure I do not have an std from this. 6 months after the incident I was tested again for hiv and it came out negative. I have not been with anyone since. I just got an hiv test from my doctor the other day and everytime I do this I get obsessive to the point I cry myself to sleep and/or cry everyday--it is basically hard for me to live my normal life until I hear the results. What do you guys think is the possibility that the first and second test at 6months was wrong or missed something that was really there. To hear your opinions would help me alot in my waiting for the results-- I probably will do this every one - two years... I am going through counseling so some day I can overcome this. Please help.