Ya im the same way, im afraid I wont wake up. Get this, like 6 months ago I had a dream that me and 3 other people were in an appartment, we had guns and was waiting for someone, anyways I remember it very clearly I was behind a couch. Anyways this guy witha gun came up the stairs and came into the appartment and killed all the other people, I stood up and started shooting at him but I missed then I rememebr lookin at the gun and seeing a big flash then everything went white and I coudnt move for a few seconds, "i was awake and coudnt move" then I jolted up and thoguth I was dead, I started feeling my head for a bullter hole lol. Laterr in the day I actually went on ebay and bidded on a bullet proof vest because I thought someone was gonna kill me

I have times like that where it feels like im awake but I cant move. It doesnt feel like a dream. I try to move my fingers and I cant and I try to to call for my husband but dont make sound. Then I wake up but im really freaked because it was so real.

Hi there! Please get some professional help before it gets worse! And yes it is true you are not alone here and do not be ashamed of getting help, we all need a liitle help sometime. There are a lot of profesionally ran support groups and if you feel alone come here we will love to listen to you. The very best of luck to you!!