Hi,
i'm a recovering anorexic and have begun starting to eat a little more each day over the past 2-3 weeks. I really want to beat this problem but I have piled on almost a stone over in 2 weeks and now i'm so scared that if I keep eating I will become overweight. I feel horrible and fat, my stomach is stickin out and all my clothes have got so tight around my waist.
I don't mind puttin on a bit of weight but I don't want it all in the one place - my belly and hips!!
This has lead to me exercising until i'm in tears and doin thousands of sit-ups every day, but its still not helping.
I understand my metabolism is probably messed up as i'm 5.5'' and 90lbs and have always exercised compulsively, but how long will it take for it to return to normal and for this extra weight to fill out all over?
Will this ever happen?
Please help with any information you can cause I feel so unhappy with myself right now but I can't go on with this disease, its killing me.
Xo