Q: I Feel So Down...
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mum2beee
on July 20th, 2005
Experienced User
Hi, people may have seen me reply to posts on here. I had a miscarriage back in feb was only about 5-6 weeks. Well I found out I were pregnant again was so excited, had a bit of blood so went to the doctor and they gave me a scan could see the heart beat it was amazing, had a re- scan yesterday was quite upsetting coz the couple before me came out of the room crying I really felt for them. My name was called next me and leon (my other half) went in the room by my magazine it said the baby should have slight leg movements so couldn't wait to see it on the screen. As soon as I lay on the bed she put the scan inside of me searched for the baby and paused.. I asked if everything was ok and she turned and said she's so sorry but the baby has no heart beat I was hysterical couldn't believe it had happened to me again.. How I was so happy and then it seemed as if my heart had been torn apart. I have had no blood no pains, and I had the option of waiting till I had a miscarriage naturally or go into theatre so i'm booked for friday morning. I just feel so down because the other day my baby was there on screen and now its dead inside of me. My boobs are still sore and I still need to urinate. It really doesn't feel real. I just thought I would have gone into have my scan and come out with another picture.
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