Jaylene~
my name is holli and I am 22. When I was your age I weighed 86lbs. I now am at a healthy weight for my height. I was anorexic for 6 years, and in the last few years I was bulimic too. I went through therapy, and it didn't help. What did help was my own will...I got to a point that I wanted to get better. I rejoined therapy with a better attitude and a strong will. You seem to be almost there now...And relapses do happen. But they happen because of the scales, and the mirror, and everything else that you do on a daily basis. You need some kind of support, a parent or a friend, to help you. If you really want to overcome this, you have to start with throwing away your scales, tape measurer, and cover up your mirrors for a couple of weeks. Throw away your diet pills and your laxatives. I made myself take vitamins, and eat three small meals a day. You will gain weight, because you need to...And it will be hard. But in time you too will get through it, and you will be stronger because of it. Please email me if you need someone to talk to, I have been where you have been and I know what you are going through. The first step is admitting you have a problem, and you have already done that. My aim name is pnkjaques. Take care, and I am thinking about you and praying for you...You can do this!
Love
holli