Things to consider.
You have noticed since you were a child that as the years passed other peoples ("normal" peoples) behavior became increasingly unpredictable. What they said and what they did, became increasingly different, and any time you pointed this out you would get a negative reaction from people. It would seem, I think, that you would experience far more hurt in life from people and would have no way of being able to understand why. The truth is that as other people got older they began to talk in a way where there are hidden meanings. It is not meant to be harmfull, in fact it is what allows us 99% of the population to feel they are doing good work when they are acting in thier self interest first, and then taking into consideration the needs of others after they have figured out how to meet their own needs. Society calls it a social grace, but truly it is self deception. It is not meant to be hurtful, rather to help people solve problems with each other without open, or unecissrily long "conflict.