I wrote about this before but nobody really answered me.
I know how all of u feel. My friend died suddenly last october and ever since ive been thinking I was gonna die too. Then about 2 months ago I had a panic attack, I was watching something on tv and it just triggered thoughts in my head and then the attack. Ever since ive been feeling this feeling that I cant get a good breath. Some days I dont feel it others I feel it all day and sometimes only sometimes during the day. I went to doctors, did blood tests, wore a heart monitor and everything came back fine. The doc told me to see a therapist and I have been. Im working on ways to control my stress. To control my anxiety.
There are ways to control your anxiety and stress without taking meds, I never took meds and im gonna try to take over this without them. I might not be the strongest person in the world physically but ive got a big heart and I know all of u do too.
I suggest mantaining a schedule for urself, getting to sleep on time getting a good nights rest, eating good, and most of all having fun. We live such boring busy work filled lives, make sure u have fun. Also stay active, go on walks, move around, if u like sports play em. The more u move around the more ull see that u are fit and all this is in ur head. And finally the most important I beleive is meditation. Since this all happened I have been going to a buddhist temple once a week and meditating. It helps alot but it takes time. U can do this at home. Get comfortable sit up straight and relax. Breath in and out and focus only on ur breathing if any other thoughts come into ur head shut them out. You will train yourself to eventually control ur thoughts instead of having ur thoughts control u.
Im sorry if this was long and alot to read but I just want to help u all, im battling with this too, it may sound like nothing to some ppl but its really hard. Just know that it is all up to u and u can do it.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become." - buddha